January 2011
72 posts
Lucid dream
a dream state in which one is conscious enough to recognize that one is indeed dreaming
I secretly want to torture all the happy couples I see in the street and make them feel empty like me. I guess it’s not so much of a secret anymore.
de·re·al·i·za·tion
dee-ree-uh-luh-zey-shuhn]
–noun Psychiatry .
an alteration in perception leading to the feeling that the reality of the world has been changed or lost.
When will it stop hurting, I guess only time will tell.
My heart flutters everytime you walk past and I have to resist the habit of kissing or hugging you when ever we cross paths. I just want to jump in your bed and have you tell me everything is alright because this was all just a dream. I wonder if you think of me when I think of you. One wall dividing my unconditional love for you. Sometimes...
-_-
I came home last night to some unexpected guests. I needed a glass of wine to make it more tolerable. One glass turned in to fifteen + additional mood enhancers. It is now currently 1:22pm the next day and I am still paying for it. I am on total melt down and I believe only a massive sushi feast will do the trick and pull me out of my comatic state. Luckly, work isn’t all the busy today so...
“I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you....”
– Sober - Tool
b-dog b-dizzle b-a darl bernie bernika berna bernadette bernadett big fish bernie garam volg volg garamvolgyi
Hippy moment
In an attempt to calm my mind, body and soul and ultimately rid of my unneccesary rage and anger, I will dedicate tomorrow as my very own no-alcohol, no-swearing, no-blow-ups, no-insults day. I will try and find in me, my inner calm and use it to the best of my abilities. This will probably mean copious amounts of sedative tea and burning incense. And seeing as though I can’t burn incense in...
Still obsessed
With Coco Sumner! I would give my left breast and some milk to even be within the same breathing space as her! I would do unforgivable things to talk to her. I would do even more unforgivable things to mack on her like no one has ever macked before! I LOVE COCO SUMNER!
:|
A guy with a very strong accent called asking for an inspection time today. Unintentionally, as I started to respond, I found that I was strangely mimicking his accent. I realised this after the call had ended. I hope he didn’t notice o_O